It's okay

Perhaps it comes to where we should refer the ground to—our human nature, that whenever the contents of conversations seem beyond our knowledge, we refused to concede the ill upshot of our ignorance on our pride. 

We pretend to know everything, or ‘almost everything’ to say it the least. We would nod to all the shared stories and agree. Faking facts would do so much to impress others that we would feel very glad because they in turn, of course, would believe everything. Forcing ourselves to making up points would be enough to mask the holes and faults on our grasped understandings list that we do it recurrently since it has become our habit.

Because being the left-out one is such a pain in the ass. We’re afraid of being unaccepted. And we are even more petrified of isolation. The feeling of loss, only God knows how hard it is to bear that we thought by always being one in the lots would verify our level to be the same as the rest. We’re panic of being at the most bottom part of any altitude. And everything goes on in only one stance—pride. Because we're so engulfed in our chaotic life that we take every single things as a competition.

Being the human myself, I don’t want to back any sort of excuses to turn down my truth on the matter. I was very insecure of being the only not-knowing man in the circle. It was when whenever people to seem have the knowledge of something, I would feel very challenged and then bounce back by standing up to the capacity of knowledge that I didn't really have even the slightest idea of.

Little by little on getting closer to open up my mind fully on how these things should be turned over, it came to my realization that I have actually been surrounded by such people that I failed to change my perspective on the matter earlier.

Everyone knows that it’s very important see things in a larger view. But still, most people are unaware of the things that they thought would make them feel superior are actually the things that pressured them the most. And they even failed to realize that—it’s okay. 

It's okay to not know everything because that’s how we grow. It’s okay to be wrong because it’s part of the learning process. It's okay to be different than the rest because that's how we should be. It's okay to be on the bottom because you'll get to where you wanted to be someday. And the most important thing is—it’s okay to be kind to yourself.